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Thursday, January 4th, 2007

Time:6:51 pm.
there is technially alot that i could say about what is going on in my life right now. but it's all very booring and unimportant. there's work that sucks. school that will keep me very busy soon. and my lovely little girl who is growing up faster every day. my sweet BF came homw for a visit and as all visits are it was too short. but we had a lovely time. i'd write more but i'm tired and have life stuff to do. but maybe i'll blow it off and go and watch a movie. talk at y'all later. hope everyone had a great x-mas and fab new year.
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Wednesday, September 20th, 2006

Subject:school = exhaustion
Time:9:43 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
i'm wiped, beyond wiped. i only hwve 2 and a half more weeks of this class and i'm begining to debate if i'll make it. i'm so tired that i'm sick to my tummy. i really want to pass this class though because if i do it opens up soooo many oportunities for me. i'll write more sometime when i'm not falling asleep at the keyboard. 'nights. me.
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Saturday, September 9th, 2006

Time:12:17 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
work just went from lame to super lame drenched in lame sauce. i got suspended this morning for being late too many times. (a total of 4) each time was like 6-8 minutes late. but the computer flags it and if my manager dosen't do something about it she gets in trouble. stupid (with a capital ooooo) menards. i need to pass my nurses assistant class so that i can actually get a job that i give a damn about. (and that pays well) gwar. oh well i spent the day cleaning and organizing soph's and my room. it's nice to start feeling settled. tonight since i don't have to really be up at any set time i think that i'm going to study my ass off so that next week is easier on me for school stuff. maybe get ahead in my NA book so that i don't have to play catch up durring the week. well i'm off, going to mop the kitchen and then go pick up the girl. (i didn't pick her up right away in the morning.) i feel bad because i feel like i should be spending all my spare time with her since school takes up all my time in the week. and i feel like i should have let charles know right away that i was suspended. but i needed time to get organized without my sweet girl underfoot. i JUST finnished unpacking from my trip today, and i got back almost two weeks ago. unngg. well the floor awaits. ta
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Friday, August 4th, 2006

Time:10:52 am.
i'm so sick of work sending me home early. it's such a waste of my time. GWAR! shop at the Menards in Hutchinson MN people. i need job security...or some such thing like that. *laughs* I'm off. me
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Saturday, July 29th, 2006

Time:12:29 pm.
it's my nephew's b-day party today and i got him the best gift ever!! i'm so excited to give it to him. got to go go. me
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Tuesday, May 16th, 2006

Time:6:44 pm.
my world is strange. i'm not figure-ing anything out. i hate just plugging along. but i am. i hate being an adult. dumb adult stuff. well that's all for now. yea. junk.
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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006

Time:11:33 am.
i'm off to scower my dad's apt. wish me luck it's like wade-ing into the abys. if i'm not heard from in a week, i'm most likely stuck head down in a large box in the back room at my dad's. ta
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006

Subject:WWWoooooo fucking HHHOoo
Time:1:21 pm.
best night of my entire fucking life. last night was the best night of my life. hell yeah.
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Friday, March 3rd, 2006

Time:12:51 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
AAANNNNDDD I'M back in hutch tra la tra la. it's sooo calming to be back. i never relize how much tenssion is at my sis's until i'm gone and sophie so much more content. i'm going out with my girlfriend here in town tonight and think that we may go to a movie. i have applied to 3 jobs in the cities so far and i'm waitting to hear from them. i'm hopeing to apply to more on mon. if charles can watch the baby. GWAR. tired. ta for now. me.
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006

Time:2:23 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
so have you ever had one of those moments in your life when you suddenly become the person in the movie whose head spins around and your eyes glow and you get the demon voice. yeah that happened to me yesterday. i scared myself. i was so mad a t charles and he just pulled out all of the big guns on me while we were fighting. thank god my sister was there to watch sophie so that she didn't have to see me do that or hear me screaming at her daddy. in the end we worked it out but i had to call his mother for reinforcement. so dumb. anyway have to go do job stuff before it all closes. so bu-bai.
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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006

Time:10:52 am.
Mood: angry.
AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!
I'm going to kill him. (Charles) the fuck is emptying her savings and i have no idea as to why. as far as i can tell all he's done is spend it on going out with his friends. what the fuck is wrong with him. he's fucking with my baby's future. did he think that i wouldn't find out. i can check all that shit on-line my names on it too. the dumb ass. i have to calm down so that when i call him i don't go right into screaming at him. fucker. if i ever want my baby to have savings i'm goin to have to do it myself. i HAVE to get a job. if anyone knows of a place that's hiring for overnights and pays decent for someone who only has a HS dep. let me know. I hate f-ing people. argggggHHHH!!
going to go and hunt on-line for a job. ta me.
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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006

Time:7:06 pm.
i'm back at charles's right now. droping off the girl and trying to make the adjustment easy. then we get to talk about money junk and whatnot. it's so not fun. i'm having a hard time because he's being so resposible and understanding. not to mention he's always been a good daddy. but that's niether here nor there. i'm just being lonely and i have to get me together 1st. i'm looking at getting a apt in my mom's place so that i can get a night job and have mom watch her then. natty and i were going to live together but then we realized that we'd end up in dobble homiside news. love her, can't live with her. anywho so the plan is to move in with my mom for march find a night job and then get the 1 br in her building in april i'll be sophie's main care taker like i want. i'll work at night. and she'll see her daddy 2 days a week. at least for a year. maybe we'll fix stuff maybe we won't. for now this is best. well i've got to go go. me
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Monday, January 9th, 2006

Time:1:04 am.
Mood: calm.
so wow holidays suck. not in the sence that they are bad. just in the sence that it takes forever to recover from them and get shit back on track. the week before x-mas i went to my sisters and watched her son. who is smart and sweet and funny but can be whiney as hell. not to mention all the hang-ups he has. but that's a whole nother story. it's sufficient to say that he just had to deal with some of his issues 'cuz auntie wasn't having any of it.

durring that we had my family x-mas a truely crazy affair where we recived so much junk that i had to rearange my house to make crap fit. (no i'm not kidding) after that it was home to do x-mas with charles where he gave me a wonderfully thoughtful gift of scrapbooking stuff, (and it's actually stuff i'll use) he had given me my big gift earlier so i could use it while i was gone. (it was a digital cam corder. so nice) then that night we were off to charles's brother's there i was so bogged down with envy i almost cried. (they have done everything "right" went to colledge, got married, got the jobs they went to school for make good money and then had a house built for them, a beautiful 3 bedroom 2 1/2 bath 2 car garage house with a basement. and they're only my age.) I want to hate them but they are just too nice.

anyway so sophie got spoiled and then the day after x-mas got sick and was horribly sick with a 100 plus temp for 5 days. nobody tells you that being a parent sucks because when they're sick all you want to do is make them better, and when their little hearts are breaking so do yours.

anyway after that tings started to get normal again. back to work and play dates and taking care of the house and wishing that i had 5 minutes to soak my feet.

hopefully this will be a better year for charles an i though. we've worked out a schedual so that i'm not always doing all of the parenting and whatnot. so i'll have some time to take care of my self like going to the gym. the 1st week and a half have gone ok. we'll see if he can keep it up. well i'd better get going. i have to sleep sometime. ta all. me
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Sunday, December 18th, 2005

Subject:qick update
Time:2:46 am.
Mood: exhausted.
i just wanted to get a quick update on herecuz i'm leaving for my sisters later this morning. i just finnished my work and i don't have any for the next week. HURAY!! and i get to go and baby sit my nephew. i'mn totally excited. my sister is going to germany for x-mas is that cool or what. anyway, i'm sleepy and must run. i most likely won't be on again until after x-mas. i hope everyone has a great holiday. take care and be safe drivers. L.
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

Subject:oh yeah this is a real shocker
Time:3:02 am.
hippies
You are a Hippie. Wow.


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Thursday, November 17th, 2005

Time:11:18 pm.
my poor baby was sooo sleepy tonight. she went to bed at 6pm!!! crazy. i'm so sleepy. i just wanted to hop on ad say space heaters rule. i love space heaters. i think i should cary one with me everywhere. well i need the sleep. have fun all of you at are off to harry potter tonight. ta. me.
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Subject:fuckkkkk
Time:12:12 am.
Mood: annoyed.
i'm fucking freezing!!! it's fucking freezing in here. my thermostat says that it's 72 degrees the thermostat fucking lies. my nose is red and i can't feel my toes. thank god we have a space heater for sophie. i hate fucking winter. too fucking cold. i was born in the wrong climate. i like snow for like a day. the 1st day of a snow, before people and cars fuck it up and it's all nice and pretty. have i mentioned i can't feel my fingers either. fuckkkkk. i need to get myself some tip less gloves so i can do my data entry and not have my fingers snap off. it should so be warmer in here than this. stupid fucking apt. arrrghhhh. i need like 5 more space heaters. one in the other 4 rooms than soph's and one to cary around with me and have it blow hot air directly on me. ok i'm going to stop gripe-ing now. bye
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Monday, November 14th, 2005

Time:1:19 am.
The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.

Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005

Subject:job
Time:1:29 am.
having a job sucks...especially when you don't really know what your doing. i'll write more about it later.
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005

Subject:babysitting
Time:8:40 pm.
Mood: tired.
wow today was crazy. i got to babysit for a girlfriend of mine for 3 and 1/2 hours. it was tons of fun and the kids were great. they're 4? and 1 and a 1/2. they are so cute but man what a mad house this was. sophie was so not digging having to share her stuff. she has no problem share-ing at ecfe... but that stuff isn't what she uses every day herself. she kept trying to take the other kids cups and toys away. but they had fun and we did too much. it was nice though because since they were there soph skipped her afternoon nap and i got more time with her. it made me realise how much more stuff we could do in a day if she didn't do that nap though. i've tried to stop her from taking it but now that she's big enough she just goes into her bedroom, crawls up on her rocker and waits for me. it's too cute and i know that that means she really wants her nap. i love her so much. babysitting was nice but it made me realize that i so don't want another kid (yet?). well i'm going to get to bed. ta.
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